Wednesday, May 13, 2009

It’s so long since I’ve been here.

So many things, so little words.

There’s so many things I want to say but, sometimes I just swallow it in.

Its better like that.

Its always better to break away and let go before I it’s too Iate.

I should take my own advice. The more hopeful you are, the more it hurts.

I am already too attached, and the hurt I feel, its ridiculous to even speak about it. I shall become this uncaring, personwhodonthavefeelingsworthconsideringtmr.

Let this all end this way.

To continue chasing after this elusive happiness is too much for me to bear.

One cruel lesson learnt.

Effort doesn’t matter.

It doesn’t matter at all.

You all, you..

You probably never realize what a slap in the face it was to me.

But it’s okay, and I'm never going to answer any questions.

Please, just let it be.

Stop hurting me. You DON’T understand.

When you all made your choices, its already out of your hands.

And, no matter how much you care, its not enough to ever understand.

Empathy is one thing, true understanding is another.

My darling CCS , I’d miss you.

And I’d miss you all you know, cause you gave me memories.