Tuesday, April 7, 2009

It seems that selfishness is something that is everywhere these days.
I own to that sin. After all I am but human.

But sometimes the reactions of others stun you into speechlessness. I don’t want to linger upon it, it’d be back to haunt me for sure. Wiping away tears of frustration, I can’t help that little spark of resentment. It just proves to me that some things can be changed. Things cannot be undo, and we cannot go back in time.

I refuse to let it hurt me, but sometimes willpower is not enough.

There are times when you wonder if this path is a wrong choice. And I’m in a reflective mood now. There are so many things, small? Maybe you can classify it that way but it just serves to create a question in my head. Is this how things are supposed to go? And how things are going to be? Is it because my decisions are always wrong? My head hurts. Every day, people’s reactions cause me to be even more uncertain about how I should go on.

Just like how a passing breeze can never return, happiness is but a passing memory.

我知道我不可能回到过去，可是我对从前让我感到温暖的回忆感到遗憾。

如果时间能够倒流。。 可是发生了这么多事，我也应该长大了。

我，我再也不是以前的我了。

我所相信地一切全都是谎言。

Truth, the most hurtful thing ever.